Maa....

Maa get me water I asked.. She said get it yourself my leg hurts.. Maa why is this house so untidy why don't you clean it... I feel tired beta she said... but you haven't even cooked today maa..whats the big deal ma you can clean one room at a time na... Why don't you do it she asked.. I will if I get time.. I feel sleepy can you turn off the light... Maa but I wanna read this book.. Hufff OK fine...

Next day,  maa what's for breakfast.. Didn't make beta have it at your office na.. What will you eat then I Don't feel hungry beta she said... This is why you keep getting leg pain... OK bye maa.. 10missed calls.. Maa what happened is anything wrong why have u called me this many times... Are you not well... No beta it's 8:30 why are not home... Maa I come home only at 9:30 should I have to remind you everyday... You are losing memory maa...

Maa again you forgot your specs... See this is what I told you you are careless maa I think you should go walking... To stay active like our neighbor wali aunty... but she has her husband to take her beta who Will take me... I wink and tell her then marry na... She says I already did to the world's best man... God loved him so much he took him away from him... Please maa no more drama... I have to go now...

Beta can you apply this gel on my back... The pain is getting worst day by day.. but maa we can go to  hospital na... No need beta MRI will cost you more... But maa... No beta I am fine now...

Maa I need to rush the cab wala won't wait for me... Just one more beta don't go in empty stomach... Maa I am going for a vacation with team this weekend.. How can I stay alone she asked..anyhow you have to at one point I said jokingly... She became silent and left the room... I felt bad I said that...

Beta why are you crying.. Did you guys fight again?  Should I call him and talk? No maa...its fine... He never has time for me he never calls me or texts me or anything.. I feel so depressed.. He is always with his friends... I feel the same way from the day your dad left me beta she said.... This sentence really pricked me very badly...

Sometimes in this busy life... Many things seems to feel so important to us we forget about the little things happening around us...  Our mother asks us if we ate at least like a dozen of time... Have we ever asked her that? ...I don't think so... Our mother is getting old.. She keeps forgetting things.. She doesn't feel like cooking...  She feels lonely... For all that she did for me... I thought I made her proud... I finished schooling college I got a job... I thought I made her proud.. But no we all failed... As a son/daughter we failed... I am sorry maa... I really am SORRY.